The sky is clearing

Things have settled down. Now it is more definate already. I am more of a loss of a good brother, but I am happy. At least I know the answer to my own misery and I have done making people unhappy about me. Confusion cleared. With the sky coming up, although it is moody, I know. I have to rely on myself. I cannot rely on the person whom is closed to me anymore. Overall, we can't tango if there is only one dancer. There is a different in status. I can't rely too much and love someone who is closed to me, but only as a friend. I am happy. The sky although is moody, at least there is a single ray of sunlight.