The Beginning of the Story

Friendster is out. Blogger is in. I am here. This is me. Life is at a ever changing pace. One moment I am here, the other moment I am not. I have moved. To a better place but I am a bit scared. Don't really know why. People here are slightly different. Maybe it is because I am not used to sit with a very big bunch of people. Everyone is nice. That's when the problem starts. They are nice to me and they know me. The only problem now is that i don't really know them that well. Some I don't even know what are called. I nod my head most of my time to indicate that I acknowledge them. What to do....I am only here for four days. It is not even a week. I am so used to the life stye in LUCT that I find it a bit hard to accept certain things that are so unfamiliar. My body need some readjustment but I just don't know when it'll happen. My body is not really responding to the way that I want it to be. Maybe it is because I am stressing my body to the maximum. Waking up as early as 6.00 am is not helping my body at all. It is tired. It keeps on telling me but what can I do. I want to stop to but I know I have to continue with my life. A life to struggle in this life. I have an a news. A news that I would like to share to the rest of the world. I have an observation. An observation when I am only here for 2 weeks. Man...am I scared. I am scared. Too scared and too soon. I am scared. I am scared. My mind keeps on telling me that. I just don't know what to do as i really have no idea what should I do. I just got the news today and it is already clouding my mind. Am I being paranoid? Hope I am not. But what is that feeling in it?? I wonder. This is life. Life goes in a way where there's a lot of obstacles that one could wonder what could it be. I just wish that I can handle the obstacle well enough to be happy and not to be that stress. I just hope. I just hope. I just hope.....