It's a hard week!!

I have a dream. Built. Concrete. Stable. But due to my own recklessness, it was shattered. I thought that I would be strong. I thought that I could climb back. I thought that I could fight the emotions. But it was all I could. I was weak. Very weak.

First time ever in my entire life, I cried. I cried solemnly in my heart. Hiding my true colors from the rest of the world. It was saddening, but I feel a bit better now. Now I know why we need someone who could understand us, who loves us, who cares for us.

I have a dream. Life is fragile. Dream and image us even worse. All it takes is a button and we are in hell. I blame myself for being foolish. To be a weakling. To be not strong enough. Maybe I am not a good educator for a start. I am just not good enough to be a teacher. A leader. Weak, stupid, and not firm enough at all.. After what I have gone through this week, I have learnt. I am never good in anything. Acting, teaching or even singing. It is all so bad.

I have a dream. I used to have a dream. A dream of a happy life with the one that i love. One who stands by through thick and thin. I have a dream. It is all a dream.