Opps...

Hmm...looking at the dates that i have been updating my blog...it is like ages. i think this year is even worse thatn last year itself. hahaha...the maximum amount of time it takes to update my blog last year was 2 weeks and now it slowly moves to 3. hmm...maybe it is because i am getting lazier and work in SAM is getting crazier. Haih! Life also is getting more boring. I think i really need my life back. all those working and working regardless morning or night is killing me. i need a break. I NEED A BREAK. that is also if i can find one. during the one week break, i thought that i could go some where but i end up working every single day also. haih. what kind of life has i gotten my self into. it is more like a zombified life than any other normal life. i need a break.

i really dunno what has really gotten into me. not getting things done when i am suppposed to. not even touching my master project knowing that my submission date is the end of this month and i have a very high percentage of failing since i didnt even have time to let my supervisor to check. haih!! i think i need to leave malaysia. i really dun like the life here. all i have is work and i never got to enjoy life. i really feel like applying to china to try out. but than, that is only part of the possibility. i dun even know whether i will like it there or not. i am tired. real tired. i thought of stopping my self from being a cher for a while and pursue my dream. that is also if i am willing to let go of my salary.