Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Gomenasai!

It has been 2 weeks since I have last updated the blog. Well...it is just that I don't have enough time to update it...well...you see...I have plenty of things to do you know, like...just don't have enough time lah.

Hahahaha...common reasons that a person will give whenever they haven't fulfilled their obligations. Like me. It all boils down to a simple reason, plain lazy.

Yup, I have been lazying around for the past 2 weeks and the only thing that I had accomplished from the piles of work that I have was marking the exam papers. That also was because I must hand up the marks on yesterday. If not, you know the rest.

I wonder sometimes if self motivation really works for everyone. I know it doesn't work for me. I have even set my targets to do all sorts of things during the weekends and all I have ever accomplished was one out of a few. i told myself that I would start doing my research paper and what was the update now, nothing. I told myself that I would go back to IH and FIC to meet up with my ex-colleagues and here I was sleeping in house doing particularly nothing but playing with Kingdom Hearts.

Haih!!! My life is such a mess because of my lack of self-discipline. The worse part is, I shouldn't be doing this as I am supposed to be someone who is a motivator. Motivating people to be successful in their life so that they won't need to suffer like I do now. Hahahaha...it is such as irony.

Life for the 2 weeks was wonderful though. The only thing that I had ever did was eat, sleep, play Kingdom Heart and get myself broke. Oh....other than that, I have also gone to Melaka for my food. Ah...the nice cendol and the nice Jonker walk. It wasn't that fun though in Jonker walk because I went there slightly too early to even enjoy the walk at all coz the crowds weren't there at all. Hmm...maybe with time, I would be able to post some pictures that I have taken on the Satay Celup that I have taken during the trip. But then, will see how. The 'malasness' from the holiday is still living in my bones.

Ah...with school starts, life is a mess for me again. Messy as it may seem, but I have made a pack not to use too much ICT for this sem liao. ICT makes the class a bit boring with slides after slides after slides after slides. It was fun at first though, but I missed the paper and pen classes. Don't you agree?