This blog post is specially dedicated to a brother of mine. Being the youngest in my family, I always has a soft spot for him. He is also one of the only person in this world who has crossed the boundary of being my brother and also my best friend at the same time. Though there are a lot of dramas between us, he is my little brother and I care for him a lot. His nature to forgive and forget all the silly things that I did in my life while I was with him and all the dramas that has made our relationship to become the spiciest curry around in this world; has really spiced up my life as we always went through a lot of communication breakdown. Anyhow, he still cares for me as a brother and a friend too.
Do you know, I listen and follow his advices whenever I need one. It is an irony isn’t it. For me to listen to someone at his age. But don’t be fooled by his age, he is a good listener and a joker but matured person in his advice and guidance. Because of that, he has the ability to drill my head with words.
I still remember and keep most of all the small little sms-es. The sms-es that he sent to me while I was down and troubled and also all the encouragements at the same time. It meant a lot to me as I took it as a booster for me to see things in a brighter light. He has the ability to guide me in seeing the other side of the tunnel although most of the sms-es were nothing more than just a line or two. Although most of the time he did it subconsciously, it is always nice to have a friend to care for you and coming from your own brother, it means a lot to me just like how my 3rd brother knocks sense into my head. He is my brother who listen to me when the darkness has engulfed my heart without any light in seeing things and I am grateful for that. I hope that this can continue on when he goes to Australia.
Most of all, he is a laughing Buddha. Creating silly little jokes and being a funny man at the same time. He made most of our lives (with the rest of the others who know him) a joyful one. Although I seldom laugh at his funny movements and craps or his so-called annoying little acts, I find joy by looking and listening to it. Being someone at the age of 30, most of the time I just shake my head at it for being silly, but actually I am laughing inside at what he is doing.
The reason why this blog post was created because I blew it up again. This blog is more like an apology from me to him for being mad at him. Although both were at fault (because he forgot to bring his phone), but being the elder one, I should be more controlled. So SORRY lah adik. Now the world knows. XD
