Decision made. Decision finalized. T1....and my siblings....you are officially my last batch of SAM students. Thank you so much for everything. Although I am saying it earlier, I am very proud of my T1.
p/s: mui mui, I am sorry. Koh have to break the promise made to you that I shall be here after 2 years.
When reality becomes real, it can be very scary. My reality has become too real and it is really scary for a start. Things has moved fast. Too fast to be precise that I couldn't really think straight now. Now, it is only left between my want and my mom wants. I think I need to talk to mom tonight before I make such decision. I really don't know.
Yesterday I was blessed to a certain degree. It was my paper yesterday and was so happy that all my kids and siblings manage to finish the paper. Although some told me that they barely had time to check, at least the one that I worried the most finished his paper. Since he is a good boy as promised, then 'Kami' will be on me provided it is out then in CDs or else we have to head to the cinema for it which I don't mind since I have a free GSC ticket which I don't think I will ever use. But then, better see Sailo's progress on his Maths, IT Econs before I make the decision.
The only concern now was that Eve told me she couldn't finish hers on time but only a bit left. Since it was only a bit left, Closure for the letter, then at least I know she can still get her 'A'. The rest, though they told me they couldn't do it, have been making me proud lately and I am sure they would not fail me. As Car said, "I have died for your paper." XD
I was also happy for the fact that Jun never wasted his time on his ESL paper and managed to do the listening that he was not paying attention at all the time. I was also proud of Guan for writing things in Part B which he would usually leave it blank. Yeah! These kids, when it comes to exam, they will make you proud.
But then...I have waited for Sailo only to be told by him that he has forgotten to tell me he got Account class. Really feel like killing him then as I was rushing to Toyota to get my car signed or else I might not be able to get the car then to do the road trip. Haha...but knowing him and also the fact that he was my little brother, I tend to forgive faster as I always believe that sibling rivalry is not healthy. That is why I never tend to fight with my brothers although they are too old for me to fight with as the age gap is really huge and I am always the immature one to them. XD Plus...now I know how my real brother felt when I did the same to them although I learnt along the process called life where if it is a decision that involves other people, you have to let them know earlier so that people can do what they think they can do later and not to wait stupidly for you.
Anyhow, going to Toyota wasn't easy also as I have to wait for half an hour just to get my things done. I don't know whether it was jinx or what but both parties were not at fault as the finance company had been trying hard to fax it to the workshop and they had tried countless times. It took me 4 calls before they managed to get it through as the first 3 attempts were failures. Then third one was funny as only 1/4 of the registration card came about. Finally after the fourth attempt only then it came through and I finally signed the claim form and the workshop told me that they would call me. I told Mas that I would not be around starting on the 20th and hopefully they can finish the car then. Bros and Sis..pray har Koh gets the car then or else no road trip to Perak leh.
Anyhow....apart of all the mishaps, I also had some luck yesterday as finally my long awaited call has finally arrived and I did a short listing then. It sounds promising but then now I have doubt. Maybe the thoughts of it scared it but it is a challenge that I need to take. Pray to Grandma this time it will help me out.
By the way..."Mah mah...ng koi sai. Cham mann ponk ngo pou yau ngo keh kai dei."
