Life changes in every moment!

Tonight show has made me realize something. There is no precaution in life that nothing will not happen in our life. no matter how careful we are towards something, there are bound to have mistakes. we try our level best to be careful but at times, we forget cause we never did jot it down or we are just too confident that we will remember. i made a mistake today. though it is not major, i feel bad. what will the audience think when they read the slides. as i know ENGLISH too well, same word can have different meaning, different words will have another impact.

tonight aura was not really good. we are just too overconfident or when something has become a routine, we forgot that it is different At least i have forgotten what Rohaizad has told me once. "in acting, everything has to be new. the experience has to be new no matter what and how many times that we have done it'. i have failed him and i have just did.

It's a holiday...!

YEAH...! No more teaching. Ahahahaha...! I think I can be even more happier than all my kids come together. While they are worrying about getting to the university that the have asked for or not, i'll be happily sitting in the house and relaxing but of course lah have to minus the three days that i have to come back to the school to do some counselling. Ceh!! That should be the only thing that can spoil my hoilday. With a relax mind, i should be able to concentrate on lots of things that i have put off so far and with the Lecturer in KL, i was able to achieve my dream. To work in a production. That should be a good start for my holiday.

Today is already the last two days that I'll be in Annex. Central Market helping my director cum lecturer out in his show Perempuan, Isteri dan Jambu. Not that i'll get anything materialistic out of it but i am happy. at last, after the whole month of not doing anything at night, it has made me realised how much i have missed theatre. i have missed all the run around, all the acting and all the things that i used to love to do. it is not a wonder why they say that if you do something that you like, you don't actually feel tired. i am tired now. have been getting only 6 hours of sleep lately while the rest was spent in taylors and annex. but what the heck, i am not complaining. it is fun. as tired as it sounds, i think i am more tired of teaching the extra at night than to run the show for a few weeks in a row.

come to think of it, i am still thinking. should i continue on with my tuition that can give me quite an amount of extra money or virously involve with the arts that doesn't come with anything at times, sometimes. i wonder?