Last post of the year...I hope not.

I just hope that this is not going to be the last post of the year but apparently it would be like that huh. Nothing much was done during the 24th and the 25th except to go and work in Taylors. Yes....as bad as it was, I was working for 2 days and since no one was around to entertain me as Sailo was busy with his family, DiDi is in Singapore, Mui Mui zombie-ing and Big Sis is busy playing low profile, we the housemates decided to watch Bolt. A nice show that has to be watched in 3D. It was an amazing experience for sure. Never felt like so real before and it was fun to watch it. It was amazing how CGI can be so nice. But seriously, watching that show made me realized that friends has to help each other out and the love between people should not be tarnished just because we saw that we were no longer needed in the end. It's all part of the show in life. That was the message that I received in the end. Stick to one another and you'll have happiness in life.

Christmas was even worse as there were nothing to do at all. Thanks to Big Sis and Mui Mui who at least entertained me by chatting with me or else I'll be rotting to death where wishing one side no one would come and one side some customers would come. But knowing a fact and since I am not going to work in Taylors anymore, I have decided to leave. Decided to leave the college early. Decided to scram. It was fun though. And Christmas has passed like any other days.

After today, there won't be any update for now. Gonna go for another road trip after this. With my room mate and to attend my friend's wedding in Taiping. Going to go to Penang.

Reaching Jan 2009, one more month to go. Looking at it, it scares me just now. Leaving behind my family, leaving behind my old friends, leaving behind my new found family and leaving behind my friends. Though it would only be a year...it will not be easy as the clock ticks closer to reality. I need the strength and I hope I have it within me.

Before I pen off 2008, Merry Christmas yo and to those who are Christians and who are my family....

To my God Sister, Sarah Law....being with you always make me realized how lucky I was to have you as my sister. Someone whom have looked after me all these while silently. Though your life have not been kind to you lately, I shall pray that 2009 will be an excellent year for you. This is my gift to you.

To my God Brother, Jia Jia....although I like to SMS you more than to talk to you, I have realized that you are one of brothers whom I have become so attached to. Thank you for being with me through my wilderness of boredom the entire December. I think I have wasted a lot of your $$ through SMS and although it's cheap (according to you), it's still money (taught by Big Sis). Thank you so much throughout the entire year from being my student to being my friend and being my family...I just hope you don't mind. As my brother, I have to acknowledge, I can feel you caring in every turn.

To my youngest God Brother, Yung Ling, I think I have slowly come to realize that I cannot leave without disturbing this brother. Not that I have fallen in love to you (not gay lah), but seriously apart of me can be seen in you. When I first come to know you, I see a reflection of me on you. I see a reflection of my memory (pain and joy) of the yesteryear in you and you have brought out a lot of memory within me. Although I have not told you this before, but that is the reality. Although you and I both believe that God never creates a person 100% similar to one another, you have brought a lot of you into me. Arigato Ototo. And, thank you so much also for sticking with me when I need you. Like you, I think I will cherish you for the longest time ever. Not as a best friend (Coz when I am busy, I tend to forget about my best friend at times) but mostly as my brother. To me, you are my youngest brother and nothing will change that perception no matter how you don't believe in it. XD I don't mind spoiling you cause I have been spoiled by my own brother a lot. And, sorry if I ever offended you or disturbed you too much until you feel that I am irritating. Although you didn't say it, but sometimes, being sensitive means you can feel it. The air is just different in regardless of the mode communication. Thank you for sticking with me although I have become a complete moron and a leech.

And now to the non Christians who are my family....

To my God Mom, Lyinda Lee....from being my boss to being my super mom, you are one of the coolest mom that I have never had in my entire life. Being cheerful all the time and being so well verse in every single aspect, I seriously have no regret calling you mom. God has seriously given me to you and as your child, I am the happiest person alive in this planet. Thank you mom for being there with me too when I need you. Although our generation might be different, you have taught me that there is no barrier in it as long as we try to understand them. I am still learning as every year, it is getting more difficult to learn them. But I shall not fail you. Thank you mom for being there for me.

To my God Sis, Jiawen. Although the half of the year was spent on SAM Idol, seriously, I don't know what attracts me to you. Not to worry. Like what I have said, you will be the last person who I'll ever fall for. You are not my kind as a lover but you are in every aspect of being a small sister that I longed for in my life. I love you for who you are and you are special to me. The laughter of your laugh sometimes made me realize that life is not so difficult after all. Though this year has been my moodiest year, but being within your aura zone has calmed my soul indirectly. You have a very strong aura of joy within you and I hope you will keep this. Don't ever lose it like how I have lost it. Thank you so much for everything that you have done. From being my Vice President to my buddy and now my sister, you are special and I shall make sure that you won't regret it. Don't feel so bad about disturbing me. You are not a stranger to me. You are my sister.

To my God Big Sis, Yen Woon, although our age gap might be 11 years apart, I have to admit, you are my big sister. I am sorry if this sounds offending but you are to me, more matured than me. My maturity at times, cannot be used at all and that is when you step in to take command. Talking with you always clear my thoughts away from my problem. Although I don't have the answer to it, that is the reality. Every time I am bored, you will never failed to entertain me. I am not much of a speaker in reality although I speak a lot. And with you, I don't need to and that it something that I like from you. Thank you so much for staying with me the entire December when I am bored to death and not only December but also the entire 2008. I have no regret knowing you as my 'tai kah je'.

To my God Sis, Yoke Lin...although there was some rocky moment along the way in the course of this year, you are still special in my life. Having you is like having another sister in my life. Someone who is special in my life. Someone who has taken care of me from afar. Thank you so much for your support. Although to you it was just Ribena, to me, that was you love of caring to me as a sister and I am thankful of it.

Added...coz I have forgotten.

To my God Sis, Tammy Kong...she was one of the best sister that I ever had. Started as my student while I was teaching in Flamingo College to be my personal assistant, she had never failed to look after my affair. Being named as a big head prawn by her, she was one of the people who have and still called me koh koh. It was so delightful to have her as my sister and because of her also, I have learnt to look after myself. Although at times my blurness is still there, her face reminded me to keep on reminding myself that I need to look after my things. Thank you sis for everything.